internship

i guess working in DBS is a blessing in disguise. yeah sure, i can’t surf the net, use facebook or twitter, and all other social networking sites on the office computers. yes, i’m a deprived boy in DBS because by the time i get home, i’m too tired to turn on my laptop

but boy am i getting a hell lot of exposure in the working world. office politics, problems, challenges……and the list goes on

i may not like working in a bank (or operations department) because of my personality/my nature. but i’m just gonna look at the positives and thrive on it. and i know that i shouldn’t just carry this attitude into the workplace, but into my daily life as well

« thank you for believing in me.

thank you for believing in me.

i’ve been wanting to post this up 6 days ago, on my birthday…but my inactivity on social media (and a freaking long hiatus from my blog) means i’m only able to post it now. lemme try and backdate this post hehe

anyway, i’ve reached a juncture where i can no longer proclaim that i’m a teenager. but it also means that i’m one step closer into the world of adulthood. although i’ve sneak peeks into it, the reality of it is slowing hitting me

but before i proceed any further, i wanna look back into my past

and looking back, i wanna firstly thank everyone that have believed in me. those that saw raw potential, took me along with them and brought me along with them…you’re the very reason for who i am right now.

i used to be a shy and timid guy with a curious mind. with much guidance, i’m someone with leadership potential and one that people claim to be an extrovert. how true that is…well, it’s up to you to decide.

but really, a huge thank you to those that have impacted my past 20 years of life

along the way, i somewhat developed my own personal mission. even though it’s somewhat generic now, i know it’ll get more clearly defined in time to come. and that mission is to inspire people to do better. i hope that i’ve done just that with everyone and everything that i’ve come into contact with have benefited from my personal mission

i’ll continue to live and thrive on this mission of mine

if there’s any song that has been motivating me, it’s gotta be this song

“I have never lost anything quite like this
No second chances if I don’t find it

I can
I will
I know
I can untie these hands
And get backup again”

it’s a simple song, but one with impact. at least to me

anyway, if i’m seeing you around or seeing you soon, i’d love to give you a speech face to face

internship »« dilemma

dilemma

i think in the space of troubles and dilemmas, making the right decision is crucial.

but…what if the dilemma involved losing a friend for personal space and comfort? damn.

thank you for believing in me. »« am i a disappointment?

am i a disappointment?

i think everyone would feel the same way as this

but i’m really sick and tired of being a disappointment.

dilemma »« my commitment

my commitment

the past few months has probably been a jammed packed period with many happenings in my life. i’m glad that these things happened because it only made me a stronger and more versatile person

the reason that i’m where i am right now is because of the opportunities that were presented by people around me. these were people that believed in me. at this juncture, i would like to thank you for all the support that you’ve given to me

i may not have impressed everybody along the way. in fact, i may have let more people down that i have impressed. my pursuit for success has made me more self-centred than selfless has made me oblivious to this fact probably or some time now.

is my personal philosophy working? perhaps not. something needs to change. i cannot let the people that have believed in me, down. for those that i have disappointed, i may or may not know that i have down so; but i am truly sorry for doing so

with this post, here’s my commitment to make some personal changes.

am i a disappointment? »« prisoner of thoughts