l lied on my bed for 15minutes…thinking…how to reply to her. I had my phone right next to me, and i typed the same message three times. “Hey…i’m really sorry…” But i ended up deleting it because i knew she wasn’t going to forgive me.
Why am i torturing myself?! Well who on earth cares?
why must things change? things were so smooth when i was younger…but now…things are changing.
heroes are dying, and the makeshift heros are just…actors. why must things move on? why can’t it stay on as it was? everything was perfect …. until …. reality struck.
well. “welcome to planet earth.”
i can’t take it no more. i need you. i miss you. i can’t stand seeing you suffer.
“a perfect past represents a wasted future.” – someone.
guess this is it…i can’t ignore you. i just can’t. signs.
my pressure engine is starting once more as the mid-year exams approach. this mye ain’t ordinary cause it’ll be the first for me to sit for 2 full papers. best of all, teachers threatening us upside down about the through train system. IMO, the through train system thingie- USELESS LAH.
next wk got like 4 tests?
- poa test
- history (online) test
- CLB listening comprehension
- elementary mathematics
i know there is one more test. just forgot about it. gonna die by the time i turn 17.
2 weeks –> enough time to do revision.
the good news is that…
some teachers rushing to finish syllabus sia. where got time to do revision in class?!?!
btw, these are the subjects that i’ll DIE.
- CHEMISTRY (although teacher already doing revision…; I’M NO SCIENCE GUY BTW)
- SOCIAL STUDIES (FOREVER CANNOT PASS THIS SUBJECT LAH. LAST YEAR GET 1/13 FOR COMMON TEST. PASS SIMI)
- CHINESE (DONT EVEN NEED TO TALK. been failing chinese for like…aiya too long. but heh, let you do the counting. SINCE PRIMARY 3!!!)
knn sia, how to survive 1 more year. secondary 5 <<< how to survive. :s
RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY:
i blogged on friday the 13th yo! <– bad luck day.
reached home drenched in rain water. sigh
wah it’s not even friday the 13th, and i’m already experiencing loads of bad luck in school haha.
on wed, i folded 1 paper aeroplane using jeremy’s chinese notes (YES! HIS CHINESE TEST NOTES LOL). well…it flew off direction and yea. don’t need to tell you what happened. just that i can’t retrieve it. =) it’s descent was super nice lor.
made two more today – jimmy threw 1 downstairs and the other was thrown away lol.
hmm today – chem test wasn’t really the kind of test i expected. it was a open-book test. first in donkey years. well yea…despite the fact i had my book infront of me, i had problems doing some questions. chim ley chemistry. i’m no science guy :p
i took some gay photos while on the way to stabilo office – or benlai’s dad office. haha really lame lah. but wont be uploading now cause i’m just running some tests on my lil macintosh heeeheee.
until then!
EDIT: FRIDAY THE 13TH IS TOMORROW!
