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“testify to love” – avalon
“for as long as i shall live,
i’ll testify, testify
all my life i’ll testify
everywhere i’ll give thanks and testify, testify
i will testify
for as long as i shall live
i will testify to love
i will be a wind in the silence when words are not enough
with every breath i take
i will give thanks to God above
for as long as i shall live
i will testify love”
- Chorus of song “Testify to Love” by Avalon
It’s been a really difficult day for me, in a sense that i’m procrastinating. I know, it’s normal for me to procrastinate, but i’m doing it at a life-and-death situation (eg tuition work – 2 weeks overdue)
Life for me in the past and now is really different.
I used to enjoy doing administrative work, helping people out yada yada yada.
But now, it’s different. I’m getting reluctant to volunteer myself, and worse of all, i’m procrastinating! Moodswings knocks on my door pretty often these days, and yeah, i’m being held captive by captain moddswing.
I miss my old me. I don’t like changing for the worse.
If only…
reminisce. – post #100
hooray, it’s post #100! what a special occasion huh?
As i reminisce of what i’ve done – the good and bad things – i wonder…“what would the world be without shaun?” – yuhong
Certainly, life wouldn’t be the same. “you’ve done so many so-called “miracles” and certainly, you’ve proven that age ain’t a barrier. your imagination is.”
VirtuaLeague 2005 was my first ever project, and it was the start of my new life, my new carrer, my new life in school. I’ve never felt so pressurized ever in my entire life. Being sponsored by telcom giant, Starhub, was certainly a great encouragement to move on and more importantly: they knew we had it in us.
The Team behind the VLe 2005 were great, and i’m really thankful for them. Without them, nothing would have been possible. If you’re part of the team back in 05, i would like to say a big big thank you once more!
So, VLe 05 is over. We knew right from the start that there wasn’t going to be a season 2. despite the fact that we were anxiously talking about season 2 during the core team meeting. the reason? simply because the admin team parted in their different ways.
and if you guys knew my lil flowerly history, Vle 05 was the start of my new marks in school. i managed to get a record 72/80 or 90/100 for emaths for my end of year back in secondary 2. everyone was simply shocked when the best emaths teacher ever announced it to the class.
i was certainly shocked. needless to say, i was and still am happy.
i then went on to topping the class in sec3 with my maths-related combination in school. but still, had i studied in primary school, where would i be know?
“shaun is going harvard uni!!!”
i spoke to landy in his car just now, while we were on the way to collect durians from his dad. landy’s a slacker. still, whatever he mentioned just now, made a whole lot of sense.
what’s the point of doing so well when you’re not happy
happiness is the key point of success - ever since i met the special her, i knew i was in for a roller coaster ride.
“rachel is sweet. rachel is cute. rachel is kind and rachel is pretty. ultimately, rachel is the best in the world.”
i took her out on dates, shopping trips and many more. we spent so much time together – mugging, relaxing and many more. we even planned about how many kids we wanted to have when we’re 10years into our marriage? (i know – that’s far)
but something bad happened and all that planning went into the bin. every single thing.
she dropped by for a surprise visit yesterday with someone. i was suffering from the headache of hell – and it got worse when i saw her.
but that changed, when she took care of me despite the fact that she didn’t expect to do such stuffs.
or did she? well. reminisce. i deleted all of her pictures. i didn’t want to remember her again. but i regret that move. right now, i’m stashing all pictures that i have. it’s in my secret time machine. to be seen by me in 10 years time.
until next time,
acsl and xtc news
I’ll blog about my experience of the “Social and Dining etiquette” stuffs later on. (That’ll be post #100, special special. haha)
Meanwhile:
ACSL Season 2 – commences tomorrow/saturday! i’m not sure what time teams will be playing, but i definitely know that i’ll be down to administrate matches and so on. sadly, if the teams are playing at a LAN centre, i doubt i’ll be able to make it, due to my super tight schedule.
I’ll see whether things can be sorted out if i’m down.
the ACSL site is located at www.theacsl.com
shaun (me) is the SINGAPORE/MALAYSIA Representative for the ACSL Season 2.
XTC Matters:
I’ve just relived the XTC forums. Took loads of time off just to settle the bulletin system installation and many more. Do drop by for a visit and register at the forums. Oh and it’s pretty plain. So yeah, do suggest some parent forum that i could create there.
Please and thanks!
post #98
i’ve been hearing this phrase for a pretty long time already.
“if you love me, you’ll do whatever i say”
no prizes for guessing who.
There’s a difference between the world and me. I always thought that certain things were going to change for the better. But i guess i’m wrong. I mean, it’s inevitable that some unfortunate things had to happen.
It’s as if i’m to be blamed. Oh well,
School ended at 1 today and i’m feeling really restless. i guess i didn’t really enjoy myself during the weekends, especially setting aside time to sms and sleeeppppp. well, i therefore declare mondays – no life day.
i’ve got 2 tuition sessions today – with sho and rudy. if there were maths remedial in school, my day will run continuously and effectively end at 6pm.
thank God school ended early.
oh and, i’m making sure keeran ain’t gonna foil my plan. hehehe.