as i reflect.

i’ve never regretted saying the things that i said the other day. i never will. the reason is pretty simple.

i’ve created more time for myself, just like that. and it is within this period that i get to know more people. people i know and things about them i never knew. and i found out the most important thing.

people do care.

with that motivational phrase in mind, i’m able to do more. I’m doing more as i type this. and it’s great actually. i’m working on 2 projects with a stress load so much that any pressure from ‘that thing’ would crush me.

history may even repeat itself if that had ever happened.

mom has been so good to me. she bought me a christmas gift that i’ll treasure as my new kid. perhaps, my macintosh laptop is my wife, and the ipod(s) are my kids.

okay i’m getting pretty lam-ish now. if there’s such a word.

everyone during camporee were very nice to me. i kept everything to myself – i didn’t have the guts to meet new friends simply because i was troubled.

but auntie lina was kind enough. she knew i was troubled, took me to one side and allowed me to unload all of the unwanted bricks i had on me. i’m really thankful for that.

and there’s one song lyrics that made me think. here’s the chorus of the song:

Don’t Look at Me – Stacie Orrico

Don’t look at me if you’re looking for perfection
Don’t look at me, i will only let you down
i’ll do my best to bring you the right direction
Don’t look at me,
no, no, no
Don’t look at me,
Don’t look at me.

I’ll leave it to you to ponder about it.

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