shaken.
ever since last night, i haven’t been able to think properly for myself. the thought that my family had a very nice/strong background came crashing down after talking to my mom last night for almost 2 hours.
i mean: my mom, rebellious, in the past?! impossible!
honestly, i don’t know how to react to things nor what to say.
i’m still having my own set of problems and today’s gift exchange was a temporary add to the list. if you were wondering, i did blow up infront of my whole church (on stage some more) cause of my dad.
i shouldn’t dwell too much into it, but i’m so thankful that it wasn’t so obvious. i’m kinda sorry for my mom that the basket had to hit her.
right now, my mind’s imagination is running wild. i can’t tell what’s for good or for bad. whether that person may take advantage of me or he/she will treat me nicely.
ever since that day, i haven’t been able to display my normal nature in church. i always portray a nice and quiet boy in church, but i’m different when i’m with my classmates – just ask richmond and the rest.
my mind was begging myself to hop on to that site and i know it’s kinda late. but if you’re reading this, i’m just gonna kill some of your thoughts now.
- you were never a hindrance
- i still think highly of you
- and you can’t multitask for nuts.
there. 3 stuffs. and one last one: good luck in your future endeavors.
i’m gonna post up the bowling scores (summary) for me, richmond and jonald tomorrow.
right now, i need that breathing space i was asking for.
