internal crisis

Posted on May 12, 2009 by shaunie.
Categories: personal journal, pictures!.

here’s the post summary for this blog post =]

- internal crisis
- pool at bukit batok
- ‘far away’ lyrics

internal crisis
i’m not gonna holdback and admit that i’ve a problem – a problem that neither work or studies can solve.

working was my solution to a problem that i encountered 2 years ago. but today, it’s interference with my life has made couple of my friends to ask me to tone down and enjoy my youth.

my problem isn’t about anyone, it’s within myself.

it took me awhile to realise that i was over-committing, going over what my body could handle. but that’s a problem that’ll take me a while to work out.

collaboration over competition. that’ll probably help me relax – perhaps.

i need to talk to someone about it – i can’t keep it within me anymore.

pool at bukit batok
last saturday, my dpa orientation group played pool at bukit batok.

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presenting our group’s event master: jia wen!

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shawn huang

i did enjoy myself spending time with people that i haven’t met in a longgggg while =]

far away lyrics
my obsession for nickelback doesn’t end at the song “gotta be somebody” (sorry dhinesh! i still love fall out boy!). it also extends to songs like If ‘Today Was Your Last Day’ and ‘Far Away’.

i was reading through the lyrics of Far Away and part of the lyrics got me thinking.

i now leave you with the first stanza of the song.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know