direxion
here i am, continuing the -xion blog post. the last blog post with the -xion tag was my reflection (reflexion).
don’t ask me about the -xion tag, i just thought it would be cool to have it heh.
anyway, direction (direxion). i’ve accomplished so many things within the past 4-5 years of my life and i’m satisfied with what i’ve done. i can still recall virtualeague 2005, my first gaming event, where i picked up many valuable lessons.
ranging from talking in front of sponsors to managing people to making things happened. it all required a skill to do so, and i’m glad that i’ve picked them up.
but i’ve been asking myself late: have i been doing the things that are favourable to me?
my life has come to a turning point, a dilemma for me. i’ve experience the real life working world and i know that it’s not friendly out there. but with 3 years in an institution that doesn’t allow me to work on my projects, will i be throwing all my hard work away?
i hope not.
i’ve been so excited about things that i put my fullest commitment into everything i do. it’s to a point that i’m just too scared to move away from it.
my accomplishments are like a baby – taking care of him/her with all your love and care. that’s why i refuse to tone down. but external pressure has forced me to.
i did have an exciting past 4-5 years working with people older than me. they’ve provided me with priceless tips and help. i cannot be anymore thankful to the people who have impacted my life.
there are many things that i wished i could go back and do again. ranging from bgr to reliving the secondary school life to being young again. i wished i had grabbed the opportunity presented to me earlier this year. but i had easily let it go.
that’s life for me, i guess.
as for my future, i know i’m destined for something great. i know i am. then again, life is unpredictable and ‘unguessable’.
i sort of know my direction of my future. maybe not.
for now…
it’s podcasting all the way!
i thank those who have provided me with constructive comments on the podcasts. i’m sure you’ll enjoy the upcoming episodes of “When East Meets West”.
Until then,
